CLOSER TO MY DREAMS...CUZ IMMA GRINDER

I HAD THE PLEASURE OF SEEING GOAPELE DO AN IMPROMPTU PERFORMANCE OF CLOSER AT THE MONIQUE SHOW....AND INSTANTLY TEARS CAME TO MY EYES AND AS TEARS WELLED UP I FELT AS IF GOD WAS SENDING ME A MESSAGE. I FELT AS IF ALL MY FEARS, ALL MY ASPIRATIONS AND ALL MY HOPES WERE BEING GIVEN THE GRACE OF GOD. SOME MAY KNOW AND MANY DONT, BUT FOR YEARS I HAVE PRAYED FOR SUCCESS...I HAVE PRAYED THAT MY MISSION WAS BEING FULFILLED AND I WASNT SPENDING TIME ON A CAREER THAT WOULDNT BARE FRUIT IN THE END. NOTHING WORSE THAN FEELING LIKE YOU WASTED 11 YEARS IN VAIN. NOTHING MORE HEART WRENCHING THAN NOT KNOWING WHERE YOU'RE REALLY GOING AND IF AT ALL YOUR GONNA GET THERE AT ALL. HAVING DREAMING AND LIVING YOUR DREAMS ARE TWO TOTALLY SEPERATE THINGS AND I AM NOT PREPARED TO LIVE IN THE UNKNOWN AND WAKE UP TO REALIZE IT WAS ALL JUST ONE BIG FANTASY. I HAVE SACRIFICED MORE THAN JUST HOURS OF WORKING TOWARDS MY GOAL. ITS MUCH DEEPER THAN NOT HAVING LOVE AND NOT INDULGING IN PETTY EMOTIONS. IT FLOWS DEEPER THAN WALKING AWAY AND NOT LOOKING BACK. SO AS I SAT IN MY SEAT I FELT THE WORDS SHE SANG WERE MEANT JUST FOR ME. I KNOW I WASNT THE ONLY ONE IN THE ROOM BUT WHEN SHE SANG THIS...I FELT AS IF EVERYONE HAD DISAPPEARED AND I WAS SITTING THERE ABSORBING EVERY LYRIC BECAUSE AT THAT POINT MY SOUL WAS RELIEVED AND MY FAITH HAD RENEWED. SO I TELL YOU ALL DONT GIVE UP AND IF YOUR IN COMMUNICATION WITH GOD AND YOU FEEL WHAT YOUR DOING IN YOUR HEART IS MEANT TO BE DONE FOR THE GREATER CAUSE AND NOT JUST TO BE A FIXTURE IN THE THING CALLED LIFE...THEN HOLD YOUR HEAD UP HIGH...THANK GOD AND CONTINUE TO WALK IN FAITH...BECAUSE YOU ARE GETTING CLOSER TO YOUR DREAMS!!!!

BLACK ON BLACK CRIME.... NO NEED FOR THE KKK ANYMORE

WITH SOOOO MANY BLACK MEN KILLING OTHER BLACK MEN AND SOOO MANY BLACK WOMEN HATING THEIR FELLOW BLACK SISTAS, THERE IS NO NEED FOR THE KKK, SKIN HEADS OR ANY TYPE WHITE HATE RACE GROUP. I BET THEIR MEETINGS NO LONGER CONSISTS OF AGENDAS TO BREAK THE BLACK MAN DOWN AND THEY PROBABLY JUST SIT AND WATCH THE NEWS AND CELEBRATE. WITH SOO MANY BLACK MEN KILLING OTHER BLACK MEN, I BET THE DEVIL JUST SITS BACK AND CROSSS HIS LEGS AS HIS PLAN PLAYS OUT. WITH SOO MANY BLACK WOMEN BREAKING THE DOWN THE MORAL RESPONSIBILITY OF WOMEN, I BET THE KKK JUST LAUGHS AS BLACK WOMEN FOCUS MORE ON ASS SHOTS, GETTING HIGH AND FUCKING RAPPERS. WITH THE RISE OF THE WHITE FAMILY, THE BLACK FAMILY IS WASHED ASIDE WITH VISIONS OF ICED OUT CHAINS, CARTIERS AND EXPENSIVE CLOTHES STRIVING BLACKS TO STEAL AND KILL ONE ANOTHER. I BET THE KKK LOVES TO WATCH REALITY TV AND SEE BLACKS ACT A FOOL FOR A LIL FAME, A LIL MONEY AND A LIL LOVING. I BET WILLIE LYNCH IS IN HIS GRAVE SMILING AS HIS PLAN IS QUICKLY UNFOLDING AND THE FALL OF THE MORALLY SANE BLACK FAMILY IS REPLACED WITH THOUGHTS OF LUST, LIES AND IN SOME CASES DEATH. GET IT TOGETHER BLACK PEOPLE...OTHERWISE THE NEXT GENERATION IS FUCKED!!!!!!!

SOME SONGS ARE STILL REVELANT TO THIS DAY AND TIME

AS BOLD AS I AM...I STILL HAVE A BIT OF SHYNESS WHEN IT COMES TO MATTERS OF THE HEART

MY DEFINITION OF SEXY

SEXY IS CONFIDENT WITH FLAIR. SEXY IS SEEN WITHOUT A WORD BEING SPOKEN. SEXY IS A POSITIVE AURORA. SEXY IS KNOWING WHEN TO BE A LADY AND WHEN TO RUN WITH THE BOYS. SEXY IS USING EVERY WORD TO YOUR ADVANTAGE. SEXY IS TOUCHING THE PRESSURE POINTS AT THE PERFECT MOMENT. SEXY IS INTELLIGENCE MIXED WITH URBAN AMBIANCE. SEXY IS SOFTNESS AND AGGRESSIVENESS AT THE SAME TIME. SEXY IS THE SHY LOOK FOLLOWED BY A MATURE APPROACH. SEXY IS BEING BLUNT AND NOT BEING AFRAID OF WHAT OTHERS THINK. SEXY IS HAVING A BUSINESS SENSE. SEXY IS BEING EXAGGERATED BY THE HUMAN EYE. SEXY IS KNOWING THE RIGHT TONE. SEXY IS STUDYING YOUR OPPONENT AND MAKING ENEMIES FRIENDS. SEXY IS INVOLVING YOUR EMOTIONS WITH A MATE, ONLY AFTER THEY HAVE SECURED A POSITION IN YOUR TOP FIVE. SEXY IS REMEMBERING THOSE THAT HELPED AND GIVING BACK ALONG THE WAY. SEXY IS PRAISING GOD AT THE END OF DAY AND SPENDING TIME IN PRAYER AT THE BEGINNING OF THE DAY!

JOGGING FOR MEDITATION

WHEN UR LIFE IS CROWDED WITH PEOPLE, SITUATIONS, LOUD NOISE, DEEDS AND DUTIES, TASKS TO HANDLE AND JUST PLAIN OLE REAL LIFE STUFF...ITS HARD TO ESCAPE INTO YOUR OWN MENTAL UTOPIA. ITS HARD TO JUST MENTAL REST WHEN YOU HAVE SOMEONE ALWAYS BREATHING DOWN UR NECK, UR FB POPUPS ARE BANGING, THE TWITTER IS GOING HAM, UR BB IS ALWAYS BUZZING AND UR G CHAT IS FLOODING UR WORLD. I HAD TO FIND A WAY TO BE RELAXED. A WAY TO HAVE TIME TO THINK, AND I FOUND JOGGING, WALKING AND SPEED WALKING TO NOT JUST WORK ON MY JUICY FRAME..BUT IT HELPS ME GET TIME TO FOCUS ON PRAYER, MEDITATE AND CLEAR MY THOUGHTS. OF COURSE I TAKE MY PHONE FOR SECURITY REASONS..BUT UNLESS ITS MY BABY OR MAMA..I QUICKLY SILENCE IT. PEOPLE FORGET THAT YOU ACTUALLY NEED TIME TO YOURSELF. YOU NEED TIME TO JUST EXHALE AND BE CAUGHT IN YOUR OWN THOUGHTS. I RARELY TAKE PEOPLE WITH ME WHEN I JOG. NOT TO BE SELFISH AND ISOLATED, BUT TO BE WRAPPED IN THE JOY OF GOD AND MOST TIMES THIS IS THE BEST TIME FOR ME AND GOD TO COMMUNICATE ABOUT A MISSION SET FOR ME OR FOR CLARITY ABOUT A TOPIC TROUBLING MY SOUL. SO I BLOG THIS TO SAY THAT U NEED TIME TO YOURSELF. ITS MANDATORY AND MOST PEOPLE THAT DONT HAVE IT ARE ALWAYS STRESSED OR JUST PLAIN OLE CODEPENDENT. I ENJOY THE BENEFITS OF EXERCISE...MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY...SO LET ME GET STARTED ON MY MENTAL AND HIT THE COLD ATL STREETS. AND THE WORST THAT CAN HAPPEN IS I WILL BE IN GREAT SHAPE, BE MENTALLY FOCUSED AND MIGHT CATCH A FEW SMILES AND NUMBERS AND I BOUNCE AROUND THE STREETS IN TIGHTS...SMOOCHES

I LIKE THIS HOROSCOPE

You are receiving wonderful energy now for romance, entertainment, creativity, and children. The next four weeks will feature these themes, and you're in charge of how you can improve these areas of your life. Creatively speaking, you're on a high plane. The urge to express yourself in special, unique ways is powerful, and the desire for positive feedback or even admiration is perhaps as strong. Ideas for enjoying life's more joyous and playful side come to you in a rush. It's time to let your hair down and get back in touch with your inner child.

WINTER TIME CAKING

EVERY SUMMER WOMAN SPEND TIME GETTING IN SHAPE, SHOPPING FOR THE SHORTEST AND TIGHTEST FITS AND GETTING THEIR FLY ON WITH HOPES TO FIND A CUDDY BUDDY FOR THE WINTER. NOTHING WORSE THAN BEING COLD AND NOT HAVING SOMEONE TO SLIDE UP IN YOU TO KEEP YOUR WALLS WARM. IF YOU WERE DATING A DUDE AND SUSPECTED HIM TO HAVE A WOMAN, OBSESSIVE BABY MAMA OR WIFE...WAIT TIL WINTER AND SEE IF HE STOPS ANSWERING AFTER A CERTAIN TIME. NOTHING WORSE THAN SETTING UP A WINTER CUDDY BUDDY AND FIND OUT THAT YOU WERE THE SUMMER FLING, THE HOT THING WITH HOT PANTS. I KNOW ALOT OF YOU WONT TAKE THIS ADVICE, BUT NEXT SUMMER...DONT FUCK ANYONE ESPECIALLY DUDES YOU JUST MEANT THAT YEAR. MAKE THEM WAIT, MAKE THEM COURT ALL SUMMER, MAKE THEM SWEAT TO GET TO YOU AND IF YOUR STILL DATING HIM IN THE FALL CONSIDER IT AND IF MAKE IT ALL THE WAY TO THE WINTER, THEN AND ONLY THEN CAN YOU UNLEASH THE BEAST!!! UNTIL THEN KEEP YA LEGS CLOSED, YA OPTIONS OPEN AND YA SWAG ON A TRILLION.

TODAY NOBODY CARES..BUT TOMORROW THEY WILL (S/O 2 LUPE FOR KICKIN IT WIT ME 2DAY ON AIR)

THE PRETTY NONDATER

I have the common story. Attractive women with an intelligent brain, that loves hot sex and cold Coronas during a football game. With one main issue, being over 30 and single. I get offers to be romanced over a cheesy hotel mattress or to flash a bit for the camera phone which is typical and pathetic; but when I get an offer to a exclusive dinner or a gentle massage with glasses of expensive wine somehow I still am not fulfilled. I  use to wonder where my expectations too high. Am I wrong for not dating a man with old shoes (my pet peeve), no mission in life and a total 3; or am I wrong for being disgusted by men with nice cars, expensive shoes and five star condos that just want to fuck, get sucked and left alone. I remember when I was actively dating before I became engaged to my career and the men were still generous, overwhelmingly attentive and I couldn't committed.

Often you hear about women who settle and are completely unhappy, because they have to deal with an infinite cheater. Or you hear of women that decide to play just as hard as the fellas and are sleeping with several men in hopes to combine them to one whole man. Taking traits from each just to be able to say they're happy.  So I tried both routes. Settling just made me envious of women with a mate they enjoyed and dating several men didnt work because I would feel dirty just the thought of different penis in me on a regular basis. So then I settled once again for becoming 'THE PRETTY NONDATER'. Figuring this would aide my woes only left me more picky and less friendly to the opposite sex.

So ladies I really dont have the answer but I do have advice in dating and choosing wise for sleepovers. If you meet someone online...they maybe a liar. If you meet someone at the bar..they maybe a drunk. If you meet a man at the grocery store...he maybe married. If you date a celebrity..they will fuck groupies. And if you meet a man anywhere that involves free anything...he maybe broke, cheap or a free loader. So I know this is discouraging. So I say that to say: Stop judging a book by its cover. I know pretty girls feel they deserve the best. So just reflect a positive vibe and positivity has to attract another one. GOOD LUCK THE PRETTY NONDATER!

YUP MY CREDIT FUCKED UP...BUT IMMA FIX 'MY' PROBLEMS..WHAT'S UR EXCUSE??

Today I decided to focus on my credit and getting my grown woman on. Sometimes we have to step aside from the worldly feelings and be more responsible. In order to have the things we truly want in life we  have to mature and evaluate what makes us successful and happy. Alot of people have made the mistake of messing up their credit and forget that in adult years it will slap you in the face. So if you dont have a license, have bad credit or havent educated yourself to the full ability. Then step your game up. If you arent ideal in your eyes, then you know others are laughing behind your back. Whether you care or not. Nobody wants to be the butt of someone else's jokes. Be blessed and stay positive.

AS I WATCH RUNNING RUSSELL SIMMONS

AS I WATCH RUSSELL'S SHOW I REALIZE WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING WRONG...RUNNING A COMPANY AND BECOMING A MOGUL IS LESS ABOUT GENUINE NICENESS AND MORE ABOUT AGGRESSIVE BEHAVIOR. TO GET WHAT YOU WANT YOU HAVE TO BE PREPARED TO GO AND GET IT AND ANY COSTS. THERE IS NOTHING MORE REWARDING THAN TO SEE UR  DREAMS FLOURISH. SO IF YOUR A GO GETTA AND YOU REALLY WANT IT, THEN YOU TO  ROLL  UP YOUR SLEEVES AND FORGET WHAT OTHERS HAVE TO SAY, THINK OR MENTION BECAUSE  YOUR GOALS ARE WORTH THE GRIND.

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MY NEW FALL LOOK...WHOSE SAYS LIGHT SKINNED GIRLS CANT WEAR RED LIPSTICK...LMAO (FELLAS LOVE IT)

SUCH A FUCKING WORKAHOLIC

DEDICATED THE PPL THAT LOVE SOMEONE MORE THAN THEY LOVE THEMSELVES (TIME TO WAKE UP PPL!!)

GOING BACKWARDS IN LIFE TO MOVE FORWARD

ALOT OF WOMEN KEEP ATTRACTING THE SAME KIND OF MEN AND GET PISSED WHEN THEY GET THE SAME RESULTS...AND INSTEAD OF BLAMING THEMSELVES THEY QUICKLY BLAME THE MEN. MOST WOMEN NEVER COME TO REALITY THAT ITS THEM THAT IS ATTRACTING A CERTAIN TYPE OF MAN BECAUSE OF THE AURORA THEY GIVE OFF. WE HAVE ARE GIVEN SITUATIONS AND LESSONS IN LIFE TO LEARN FROM THEM AND MOVE FORWARD. BUT MOST WOMEN JUST KEEP BUMPING THEIR FUCKING HEADS AND KEEP BLAMING OTHERS FOR THEIR MISERY. IT TOOK ME TIME TO REALIZE THAT I KEEP MEETING CHEATING ASSHOLE BECAUSE OF THE INSECURE VIBE I WAS GIVING OFF AND EVEN WHEN I WAS IN A SUPERIOR RELATIONSHIP...THE SAME PUNK ASS RESULTS LEAKED OUT...WHETHER I REALIZED IT OR NOT. I AM READING THIS BOOK CALLED THE VORTEX AND IT TALKS ABOUT CORRECTING YOUR WRONGS BEFORE EVEN LOOKING TO UNITE WITH ANYONE. AND I FULLY UNDERSTAND NOW THAT BEING HAPPY AND SATISFIED BEGINS AND ENDS WITH ME. NOT SOME MAN, SOME EXPENSIVE PURSE OR FIVE STAR MEAL. I REALIZED THAT UNTIL I BECAME MATURE ENOUGH TO LEARN FROM MY EXPERIENCES I WAS GOING TO KEEP HAVING THE SAME SHIT HAPPEN UNTIL I FINALLY GO THE MESSAGE. SO LADIES REALIZE THAT IT ISNT THE MAN; BUT SOLELY YOUR PERCEPTION OF LIFE THAT GETS YOU IN THESE SITUATIONS. SO UNTIL U LEARN FROM PAST MISTAKES YOU CANT MATURE IN YOUR SPIRIT AND MOVE FORWARD. SO LET THIS BE YOUR LAST TIME GOING BACKWARDS TO MOVE FORWARD!!!!

WANNA KNOW WHAT KINDA DUDE I LIKE (ONE THAT SEES THE WORLD THRU BOSS EYES)

This is a time when the values of accepting what we have versus discontent and desire.

This is a time when the values of accepting what we have versus discontent and desire. I hear ppl complain often about many things that they lack and rarely do I hear a person praise the things they are blessed with. It seems much easier to focus on the have not instead of concentrating on the haves. I spent my last few years thinking about what I didnt have and rarely took time to think about the things that I have that make me soo much more blessed. Its easy to say: I dont have a mate, I am not in the position financially to cash out a Bentley, I have to work hard by myself to buy nice things to wear, this day is gloomy and blah blah blah. It takes time and effort to focus on what u already have and what blessings you take for granted. Its amazing how we make ourselves suffer with thoughts of negativity and lack. So I decided as most of you should or have that Imma make myself happy. Imma think positive about every situation and I am the author to my story plus I am the amazing star character. Even when my day is fucked up and I wanna take a bat to someone's head, there is still something great about the situation and Imma concentrate on the finding the positive even if it takes all day. Because to smile and end your day with a happy thought is much less stressful. Plus staying in a positive mode prevents a chain effect of fucked up things to follow...So be happy ppl and your aurora will thank you for it.  TRUST ME BABY!!!!!!!!!