WHAT GOOD IS A MAN IF HE HAS WORLDY MATERIAL THINGS BUT HAS LOST HIS SOUL

WOULD U RATHER HAVE A MAN THAT HAS EVERYTHING BUT DOESNT GUARD HIS SOUL? HOW CAN ONE CONSIDER IT APPEALING TO HAVE A MAN THAT CAN GIVE THEM THE WORLD MATERIALLY BUT CANT PROVIDE SUBSTANCE TO THE SOUL? FOR YEARS I DATED MEN THAT COULD PROVIDE ME FINANCIALLY AND DID LITTLE FOR MY SOUL. THEY COULDNT UNDERSTAND MY DEPTH AND SURELY COULDNT UNDERSTAND WHERE I WAS GOING AND WHERE I HAD COME FROM. FEW READ BOOKS ABOUT LIFE, LOVE AND OUR SOUL CONNECTIONS AND EVEN FEWER WANTED TO KNOW THEIR TRUE PURPOSE IN LIFE. MOST WERE CONSUMED WITH THE LATEST FAD AND HAD TO BE THE BIGGEST BALLER THROWING ONES AT STRIPPERS AND POPPING BOTTLES THAT COST MORE THAN MY PAIR OF SHOES. I WAS AMAZED WITH THEIR FASCINATION WITH SPENDING MONEY AND IN LOVE WITH THE IDEA THAT I COULD BUY WHAT I WANT, EAT WHERE I WANTED AND COULD PUSH A NICE CAR AND NOT CARE ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCES OF WHERE THE MONEY CAME FROM. I LIKED TO BE SPOILED WHICH STEAMS FROM ME BEING AN ONLY CHILD. I WANTED A MAN FINANCIALLY SET LIKE MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER AND HAD THE URBAN RESPECT AS MY GRANDDADDY. BUT WHEN I ADMIRED A MAN WITH MY GRANDDADDY REPUTATION I WAS THROWN OFF BY HIS DEPTH AND QUICKLY REVERTED BACK TO THE FASCINATION THAT MY FATHER'S IMAGE AND WANTED TO BE WITH THE BIGGEST BALLER THAT EVERYONE KNEW AND EVERYONE WANTED TO BE LIKE. I WASNT CONCERNED WITH A MAN'S SOUL AND I CONSIDERED A MAN A WIMP IF HE PRAYED OUT LOUD AND CRIED WHEN GOD TOUCHED HIS SOUL. AS I GREW OLDER I BECAME MORE AND MORE INVOLVED WITH GOD'S GRACE AND MY PREVIOUS LUST FOR FLASHY THINGS AND STREET WISE MEN GREW WEAKER. I WANTED TO BE EXACTLY WHAT GOD WANTED ME TO BE AND I PRAYED TO BE A MESSENGER FOR MY HEAVENLY FATHER. AS THIS PROCESS BEGAN I STARTED TO SEE WHAT I DIDNT SEE BEFORE IN MEN THAT I LUSTED AFTER. HOW COULD I LOVE A MAN THAT ONLY LOVED MONEY, CARS AND JEWELRY...HOW COULD I LOVE A MAN THAT LOVED HIS WORLDLY POSSESSIONS MORE THAN HE VALUED THE FAMILY UNIT. HOW COULD I SLEEP WITH A MAN THAT THRIVED OFF WOMEN LUSTING FOR HIM BECAUSE OF THE THINGS HE SEEMED TO WEAR. I WANTED DEPTH AND I WANTED A MAN THAT UNDERSTOOD MY MISSION AND RESPECTED MY CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD. I WANTED A MAN THAT UNDERSTAND THAT THE WORLD OFFERED MORE THAN NICE CARS AND FAST SEX. I YEARNED FOR WHAT I REALLY NEEDED AND THE MORE I BECAME INVOLVED WITH CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD THE MORE I NOTICED AS I WAS ATTRACTED TO BROTHERS THAT PRAYED, WORE LESS JEWELRY AND DROVE TRUCKS FOR CONVENIENCE AND NOT FOR STYLE. IT TOOK A MINUTE BUT I WENT FROM GOTTA HAVE A THUG TO GOTTA HAVE A MAN THAT HAS MORE DEPTH THAT YOUR NATIONAL RAPPER AND MORE WORDS IN HIS VOCABULARY THAN A TYPICAL HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE. SO I POSE THE QUESTION TO MY SISTERS: WHAT GOOD IS A MAN IF HE HAS WORLDY MATERIAL THINGS BUT HAS LOST HIS SOUL?